Uhh...'sup?

I feel the black walls. I feel like I'm surrounded by something mind boggling. I cannot figure out what. It's like someone's strangling my neck, pulling me apart, pinning me to the ground, screaming at me and forcefully making me wear a sorrowful aura. It's quite pitiful to my inner child. (I have an inner child?) I really wonder why I reflect so much over things that I'm not even supposed to while almost everyone I know can just shrug it off their mind in like a minute, no matter what it is. It's hateful being so weird. I lose mood for almost everything (literally!) in a second or I could be as crazy as a drunk duck in a second (ignore the drunk duck).

I wish I could die for a day just to see how everyone would respond to my death. It would be really eye-opening. It would certainly make me less naive than I already am. Ofcourse I do want to come back alive so I can kick some major butt! Aah! The wild dreams that we have when we're young. :)

Being young reminds me of all the relationships we have when we're young. I see kids as young as ten (DUH they're kids!) being in a "serious relationship". Come to the teenage phase and everyone thinks it's completely necessary to be in one. Really, what the hell. Get a life, should I say again? Relationships during teenage years are over rated. Period.

P.S - Ignore the fact that all the paragraphs I've written have no real connection to the topic in my head which is: "What the hell am I doing?"