Peace

It's almost 3 in the morning and I am completely addicted to the song Everything by Lifehouse. I honestly cannot get enough of it. The more I listen to it, the more I want it. It's like it's some sort of drug, which is actually a good thing in this case. 

I really need to get studying if I want my grades to walk up the ladder, not fall down. I have just been wishing my mind wouldn't wander off while I try to. It's a shame how I could study so easily before and now I can barely do it. I never thought growing up would have hard times. Funny how when we were small, we thought growing up made life easier. Little minds; we were so wrong. No matter what stage of life we're in, we think it's the toughest. The real deal lies in how we end up handling it, no matter what the case. I wish I could apply whatever I say, to myself. I doubt that'll happen. I'm certainly not finding peace soon.

Good night(?).