Stereotyping.

^That is one of the things I honestly dislike the most. I don't get why we stereotype for almost everything in this world. I could hit almost every section of stereotyping but I'm just hitting the stereotyping regarding studies and the comments my teachers make on it.

1. I'm a Science student and naturally, everyone thinks I have an IQ of 100000^infinity and hence, I am to know every answer in the world (I'm exaggerating, ofcourse, but you get the point). 

2. I don't understand why my teachers think Commerce students are dumb and that that is the reason why they didn't choose Science.

3. I personally think that Accountancy is fun with all the numbers, even though I have no idea what people do in the Accountancy field (contradicts the first point). 

4. A few of the smartest people in my batch chose Commerce (contradicts the second point).

5. I don't get why few of my teachers make sarcastic comments over the Commerce batch in my class, the Science batch. If they have so much hatred/ whatever over them, why don't they ask the Board to make our school just a school for Science students?

6. The teachers, them being our "idols", make us hear their 'wonderful' comments over the Commerce batch. Loving the irony. Then, they tell us to treat everyone and everything equally.

7. Just because I'm a Science student, I won't become only a doctor or an engineer. I have thousands of options. I only chose Science because my school doesn't have an Art/ Humanities stream and the Commerce stream won't come in handy for what I wish to be. And I thought the teachers were the ones who asked us to "look outside the fence of your mind".

I'm not being negative against my teachers and nor do I have some personal vendetta against them. I respect my teachers and I also know in what aspect. It's just that it's annoying how teachers think they happen to be right every time and we are at wrong. They need to understand that everyone can make mistakes, whether they be a teacher or not. Considering the stereotyping, even if indirectly, they are at wrong. It's funny how a fifteen year old like me realizes that and they don't.

Correct the teachers just once and you're doomed till you finish school because ohmygod, I just killed their whole family by pointing out their mistake.

Wonder.

I wonder how different I would be if there was another me in a parallel universe.

Phases.

The flames of love burn

Like in an oil lamp.

The wick left to ashes

and the wax left unattended.

So many things left unspoken

Through the shattered glass

Of a crystalline rain drop.

A final goodbye sent;

Many hearts bent.

Seal the open heart.

Let me go.

Focus being focused on the

Ever bright eyes.

Illuminated, we rise.

- Muntaha J. P.

I feel..

.. like a beggar while I'm sitting on the chair with a sheet draped around me.

I also feel like a drunkard while I'm drinking a full Pepsi bottle.

I happen to feel dumb too, for the fact that I'm actually writing this down.

Human mind amazes me.

Addition: The gas bubbles in my drink make a really pleasant sound.

Distractions.

.... I'm studying.

Where Was I Again?

Honestly, I love how active my class is when we're together for the class assembly practice. From practicing the song No Boundaries by Kris Allen to me finding out my long lost love, that is Hey, Soul Sister by Train. I started singing it in a loud voice, followed by Minh-Ui, followed by a few of my classmates saying that I have a nice voice (umm... sure) and then followed by it being stuck in everyone's head. :P

ESPECIALLY mine. I sang it on my way from the classroom to the washroom, inside the washroom, on my way back to class, IN class, between classes, on my way down to the school exit, in the Biology lab (much to the annoyance of Andes and weird looks from Deeja), at the back gate, with the Princess giving me her usual looks (it's a daily routine for her to bear me like that) aanndd, me singing it on my way back home. :P Then I ended up dancing in the bathroom to Aajkal Tere Mere Pyaar by some singer I don't know. It's a pretty old song. Today was a complete mix of crazy.

Oh, did I mention that exams are postponed to the 21st? Sooo glad. :) Then, the teachers still won't allow us to wear sarees. They're an honest pain on this issue. Plus, they're now threatening the singers to take part in a competition that is to be held tomorrow in school or they'll cancel the celebrations. Really, so now they come down low to blackmailing. Wow.

My Chemistry and Physics teachers are bestowed with this amazing ability to put me in constant sleep, yet a little attentive mood (I have to force myself to, ofcourse). I mean, they rant on constantly and so fluently that I wonder when they stay silent, even for a minute. Then, they blame us for talking so much. 

I'm gonna go get some sleep. Kay bah. :P

The Only Post For Today.

I wish everyone would just stop being a pain about it to me.
Click here.

I eat more than all of you really see. I need food every 15 minutes. Sometimes you think I end up looking like I'm anorexic when I wouldn't even thinking of being one. There's not one minute when I'm not hungry. Yes, I gained weight over the vacations and half of it just went away during the first week of school... just by itself. I wasn't on a diet, nothing. I have a big butt, I am aware. I look really fat in my school uniform, I am aware. I might end up looking much fatter in a few of my clothes, I am aware.

I happily accept myself.

If you don't want to, shit yourself. Just don't give me your nonsense on my body. I have to live with it, not you. 

I don't even want your nonsense on how I'm "not going to get a boyfriend because of how I look". Honestly, having a boyfriend doesn't even make the list of the last things I want to do. I have people who love me for what I am, even if it's just one person. Don't really care about your nonsense.

Really, just shit yourself. :)